No fortune revealed… only positive affirmations
Friday, May 25th, 2007 | work
“I can solve problems and make good decisions independently. I think creatively and critically.”
I must adopt this mantra. My confidence is a shambles and I was shaken hard core in the interview yesterday. I obsessed all day, what a way to ruin the day of days. Thinking…thinking… what I could have said, How I could have better performed on the ‘test’. What do they think of me? What, why, how and now… when. When will the dreaded phone call be placed? Before the weekend? After the weekend? It’s a long darn weekend too. I’m trying to figure out why I have not come to terms with this yet.
SPOILED, I was for my day! After the dreaded interview I made it back downtown. Head in a tizzy, but walked around and Ry met me for lunch. We had lunch at Mothers. I Gulped down two nice glasses of wine to take the edge off and shopped like a money maker. My best form of therapy.
Pizza party and yummy cheesecake for dinner at the folks was just what I needed. And Ry surprised me with a gift I just settled to never rightfully own myself. It’s an Espresso machine….. just so I can make my very own perfect cappuccino. I was in tears! Thank you R. I’m so lucky! So ya’ll are invited over for CAPPUCCINO’s!! 
I got flowers from snooks, thank you! Lot’s of classic movies, I have always wanted to own, from “Some Kind of Wonderful” and “Pretty in Pink” to “The Philadelphia Story” and “It Happened One Night” oh and the modern Clair Danes and DiCaprio’s “Romeo & Juliet”. Lots of gift cards, which are wonderful, as it enables my favorite form of therapy without using my own money. I also got a very cool travel journal from Tav & Nic. Not to be used for just traveling but for when I want to capture and rate an experience such as at a restaurant or wine bar or shop. Too cool.
Yes, spoiled I am and I appreciate every moment. So I’ll keep you posted on the affirmations and fortune cookie tellings.
1 Comment to No fortune revealed… only positive affirmations
You’re welcome. 
I just hope it works out well. And I hope you liked the movies (and did you ever find out if you already had one of ‘em?) Love you! And happy birthday!
May 26, 2007